"May panahon para maging hari

May panahon para madapa

Dahil ang buhay natin ay sadyang ganyan"

I would say that somehow I surpass some thunderstorm happened in my life, well with the help of my loving wife. I got a new job, well I wish it would last forever, we just finished paying our owner type jeep, and we are starting to get up again to fight enable to survive. I should admit I lost hope and faith to God when those storm really hurt us a lot, we are almost giving up, but I never realized that God never leave my side, though I know that I forgot to talk to him which I usually did when I was living at Pasig, he just waiting for me to call him again, ask for his forgiveness and ask for his guidance how to handle such things. Our life begins to come back to its normal phase though its very hard, but I am sure we can survive. I just hope that God will continously rain his blessing to us and guide us in every journey that we will go.

I must admit I miss them.

"Ngunit kung sakaling mapadaan

Ikaw ay aking tawagan

Dahil minsan tayo ay naging tunay na magkaibigan"

I don't know if I should write this but I really cannot help but to tell in my simple blog, in this little corner of internet.But honestly, I just woke up and I don't know why of all the things I should have dream, they are the people came in to my peaceful and wonderful world. We never spent a long time, they are not even at my age ( cause they are younger than me ), but they treated me as a friend, a big brother and an adviser. We, made a team, a team who creates one symphony, one music, one friendship. How I wish I could turn back time that I could get much time to spent with them. Now, I really don't know where they are and where do some go. But I hope that with this blog, I want to let them know that I always cherish the times that we had, those happy times that we got, thank you for the good memories and hope I could see you guys again.... united as one of the best.. champions... The Singing Mentors Symphony Chorale..

After many tragedies, he finally gave up

"You are not alone

I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart"

This is the first blog that is not about myself but one of my idol and my icon, I can't help to stop tears dropping in my eyes when I heard the news, nobody sees it though, but deep inside, I really can't resist to give him respect by writing a blog for him.

Ever since I was a kid I am a fan of this performer, eventhough some are questioning his sexuality, I stay as one of his silent fan. His songs, music and moves inspires me and give me strenght everytime I am so weak, And now the king of pop is with his king of savior, I know that he will still give inspiration to the others, I just also hope that everybody give him prayers, respect and peace. Goodbye MJ, you will always be the king of pop, no one can replace you, hope you also meet my master rapper there in heaven.. Please still help us united the world as you are always doing...May you rest in peace....

"kailan ba darating ang bukas para sa'kin?

Malayo pa ang umaga"

I really can' t resist to write now, its already early in the morning and I can't get a sleep. Til suddenly I got an idea to write. There are a lot of things that bothers me, why am I not contented with what I have, why am I looking for somebody's luck.. I really don't know the answer. For now, I just don't know what else should I do to make my life really better, there are a lot of problems that really bothers me, and I am so misserable that there is nobody to listen for I really don't have close friends. So most of the time what I do is talking to myself for sometimes I am afraid that I might be getting crazy. But seriously, if there is anybody that can really understand, not only my side but the whole problem. I cannot brought this up here for I know it might cause war. Maybe sometimes I cannot let some little things pass by on my way. I really just want to make some people realize their insensitivity. That they don't care if what ever my opinions or thoughts are, for some, they really don't intend to do it, but some are really showing their immaturity and stupidity. Hope someday, everything would change. And hoping that I can see the light towards a better future.I know its too far, yet I will patiently wait for what I want to have,to get and to happen for me and my own family.Thanks for reading and hope I could write more blogs.

New transfer of Blog

"Wag kang mabahala may nagbabantay sa dilim

Nag-aabang sa sulok at may hawak na patalim

Di ka hahayaan na muli pang masaktan

Wag ka nang matakot sa dilim"

I thought that writing blog will be to far away from my plans to do. I thought that this will be the last thing I will do for my self. But since this blog will intend to brought all my feelings yet I am not sure that all the readers will understand what I am saying, I decided to transfer my blog from my friendster blog to one of the most known blog website on the web.

Many of you may wonder why I am posting this posting a man in a chair, in the dark and quite room. Well this is what I am now. There are things that I have done that I am not sure if this is the right thing to do. Too hard to say that I am admitting that there are some points in my life that I really regret.Some of my blog will give you ideas on what I am saying.. This are my blog that I wrote in tagalog and I will rewrite it in English so all the readers will understand my point of view.Thanks for reading..