Sunday, May 24, 2009



"kailan ba darating ang bukas para sa'kin?
Malayo pa ang umaga"


I really can' t resist to write now, its already early in the morning and I can't get a sleep. Til suddenly I got an idea to write. There are a lot of things that bothers me, why am I not contented with what I have, why am I looking for somebody's luck.. I really don't know the answer. For now, I just don't know what else should I do to make my life really better, there are a lot of problems that really bothers me, and I am so misserable that there is nobody to listen for I really don't have close friends. So most of the time what I do is talking to myself for sometimes I am afraid that I might be getting crazy. But seriously, if there is anybody that can really understand, not only my side but the whole problem. I cannot brought this up here for I know it might cause war. Maybe sometimes I cannot let some little things pass by on my way. I really just want to make some people realize their insensitivity. That they don't care if what ever my opinions or thoughts are, for some, they really don't intend to do it, but some are really showing their immaturity and stupidity. Hope someday, everything would change. And hoping that I can see the light towards a better future.I know its too far, yet I will patiently wait for what I want to have,to get and to happen for me and my own family.Thanks for reading and hope I could write more blogs.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

New transfer of Blog


"Wag kang mabahala may nagbabantay sa dilim
Nag-aabang sa sulok at may hawak na patalim
Di ka hahayaan na muli pang masaktan
Wag ka nang matakot sa dilim"

I thought that writing blog will be to far away from my plans to do. I thought that this will be the last thing I will do for my self. But since this blog will intend to brought all my feelings yet I am not sure that all the readers will understand what I am saying, I decided to transfer my blog from my friendster blog to one of the most known blog website on the web.

Many of you may wonder why I am posting this posting a man in a chair, in the dark and quite room. Well this is what I am now. There are things that I have done that I am not sure if this is the right thing to do. Too hard to say that I am admitting that there are some points in my life that I really regret.Some of my blog will give you ideas on what I am saying.. This are my blog that I wrote in tagalog and I will rewrite it in English so all the readers will understand my point of view.Thanks for reading..